Someone said, seeing is believing… padahal seeing is illusion. Feeling is believing. Tell ou something… what the best believing in you, when you OPEN or CLOSE your eyes ? When you use YOUR EYES… or when you feel with your HEART? Which one is too real to believe ? When you touch something… What the MOST makes you understand that those thing is REAL ? Because your eyes see the shape of it ? Or because your feeling because you touch those thing? Who move your body around ? Your real thing ? Or your un-real thing ? Which only you can feel… but not seen. When you cry… what the real thing is ? You SEE or you FEEL ? When you happy… what the real one? FEEL it ? Or SEE it ?

Dia : No, it’s not.
Dia : I have some feeling, that I try to cover it… I like to burried, because I know that’s not right.
Dia : That’s the point….
Dia : and I’m sorry for that.
Dia : it will causing more troubles… and get complicated situation for you. i don’t like that thing.

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Sigh

Hal-hal yang saya usahakan untuk menepatinya adalah:

• mengatakan sesuatu apa adanya
• tidak akan menggunakan icon :p jika sedang mengobrol dengannya di instant messenger
• mengubah sesuatu yang jelek
• tidak akan pergi begitu saja tanpa bilang
• berusaha untuk tidak membuatnya merasa terbuang

Saya mempunyai kebiasaan baru di pagi hari, begitu sampai di kantor, ketika ruangan masih sepi aktivitas, saya berdiri di dekat jendela, memandangi kendaraan melintasi jalanan sudirman. Rasanya.. sangat menyenangkan ketika hidup terasa sulit..